HOW HARD IT IS TO BE FAITHFUL

LOYALTY AND FAITHFULNESS IN A RELATIONSHIP IS A DEAR AND RARE THING

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By Kevin McLean

Gay men are unfaithful to their partners for the same reasons that heterosexual married men are unfaithful to their wives; it all has to do with the way the brain is wired…the Creator or nature screwed up when it attached a direct hot line from the penis to the brain; bypassing all other areas of the brain like the one that houses reason and common sense.

Ernest Hemingway best said it: “when the cock hardens, the brain softens”; and I think that is something we all should keep in consideration when entering a committed relationship.

I for one can’t claim to be as pure as driven snow…I’m no Pollyanna; but whenever I have been in a committed relationship without exceptions I have been as faithful as a blind old dog. I have yet to stray from that. Yes, whenever I have been unattached I have been known to clean a good crotch every now and then and then some. Most of the stories in this blog deal with my conquests and my adventures into sordid tea rooms, dingy saunas; dark and sleazy bar back rooms as well as disreputable public park, open air sex.

Yet, I still cling to that romantic idea that love is possible…I mean falling in love head over heels, where you worship and lust over that one special person forever and ever or for as long as we both shall live. Is it a pipe dream? Am I being unrealistic?

How many times have I heard “Oh, Kevin, I love you…I love being inside your ass…you have the best ass in the world…I would be happy if I died right now…I want nothing else than to have you all the time” and so forth…and when it comes right down to it; they get to fuck my ass, day after day, two, three or more times a day; then after a couple of weeks, the sex diminishes and they lose interest. What makes men do this? What ass is out there that is better than what they have at home? I don’t think anybody can answer that honestly…it has to do with the way the brain is wired in men.

After a few weeks you begin to notice changes. Suddenly you become an irritant, this guy who once was the sweetest, kindest most attentive lover has now become defensive, arrogant and at times short tempered and even insulting. Those are the first signs of a partner either wanting to stray or to have already done so.

Next thing you know he is proposing sordid little three ways and even talking you into participating in multiple partner orgies. Where does it all stop? It stops when you end the relationship and tell him that this was not what you were expecting…you are basically selfish and don’t want to share him with anybody else.

But you give in somehow, hoping it is a temporary phase, he will come around and he will be yours only. Then you find yourself with two cocks up your ass, one in your mouth and your partner watching the whole thing; encouraging the others: “yeah, that’s it, fuck my boyfriend, fuck his ass”